CRAZY. I am supposed to be writing a 12-15 page research paper that’s due tomorrow, but I’m also graduating.. motivation levels have dropped significantly. However, I choose to end my college career “well” (in Kat standards, this means I just want this to be over with). But really, I have valued every day of my past 4 years here in New York. Obviously there are days where I wanted to escape from the world through long, unhealthy periods of slumber and vegetation/gluttony along with moments where I wish I was famous or stupid enough to be on a reality TV show so that everything was being filmed because of how happy I was feeling and I wanted it to be captured and displayed for all to see. And there was everything else in between.
I can’t believe that it is ending tomorrow morning at 11:30 AM. I can’t believe they’ll be calling my name. My parents will actually have something to semi-commend me for. Although, I did request for a graduation gift, and my mom responded with “US by YOU a graduation gift!? No, YOU have to buy US something!” Touche MOM!! JK Happy Mother’s Day…. <3.. (: .. ?
All jokes aside, I hope God was glorified through my silly life and my time spent here. I could have done better, I should have fulfilled my duty as a student and Christian, and plenty more.. BUT! It could not have happened any other way. And I will be joyful and grateful for the chance to PEACE from this school/sad that it will come to an end/reflect on everything that God has done and shown me. Four years is long. But it is also short. College is lort. What a blessing to even be able to go to college and make the biggest mistakes of my life, meet people that will be in my life for, hopefully, a long time, experience the sweetest moments, learn the most trivial to the most profound lessons, and the list goes on…
Thank you God. I really loved college. You showed me who I really am. And you let me graduate even though I have procrastination addiction problems. THAT is a miracle. Some may laugh, but I am pretty amazed that you would allow someone as unchanging as me to succeed through sin and unsuccessful habits.
T by Alexander Wang t-shirt, Madewell sweatpants, and Creative Recreation shoes.
Tanuki Tavern in Meatpacking District – last small group :’(
Susan’s “Beauty Roll”, Imma need me some o’ dat
My pork belly dish, it was kinda salty
My crunchy rice spicy tuna toro dish. This was money…as in awesome and costly.
BACK TO MY FINAL PAPER OF COLLEGE WAHHH. Graduation pictures will be coming up soon, ohmagaddddd.
